Happily Never After

"Either you're truly scared or you've come prepared/ With your tears on my tuxedo"// Those words I could not let go// Maybe because of the way he sang them to me/ Or because he knew them directly from my heart flow// I listened because I'm a good girl// and he sang it to me like he knew more about the world// I couldn't push his words into the corner/ Because secretly it felt like he freed my from all my truths// And told the same things I'd been dying to tell you// "It ain't working no more" / how do I say it without breaking your only point of view// If only he could say it because his songs tell it sweeter than all my bad news// "Either you're truly scared or you've come prepared/ With ur tears on my tuxedo"// Those words I could not let go// Maybe because of how he sang them to me/ Or because he knew them directly from my heart flow// "You've got me right where u want me, breaking all of my only"// That would be you, while I try tell you formally// I can't say it any other way because it's tearing me apart/ And still I can't trust the weight of your tears on my heart/ Because I don't know how it feels to be you until this day when I break your heart/ I wish I had told you everything that haunts my soul// And I would have stopped you from creating this perfect mould// Of you and I and mostly me/ I wish you'd never dreamed it and in turn had set me free// Truthfully the only thing I knew how, was to be imperfectly me// Delusional people living time too fast have a good way thinking everything lasts/ Close their hearts with eyes wide open and let all their advices go// Looking at the battle scars, can there be love after war?/ Because I don't know the difference, not even with these tears on your tuxedo//